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Celebrating Disappointment

GOD help me to celebrate the things you have already given me. Soothe my
disappointment with your love and grace. Thank you for everything that I
have and what your going to bless me with in the future. amen. 

Somebody saaaaaave me!!!!

((I know its long but read it any ways!))

Listen to my prayer, O GOD,
do not ignore my plea;
hear me and answer me
My thoughts trouble me and I am distraught
at the voice of the enemy,
at the stares of the wicked;
for they bring down suffering upon me
and revile me in anger.

My heart is in anguish within me;
the terrors of death assail me.
Fear and trembling have beset me;
horror has overwhelmed me.
I said, "Oh, that I had the wings of a dove!

I would fly away and be at rest --
I would flee far away and stay in the desert;
I would hurry to my place shelter,
far from the tempest and storm.

Confuse the wicked, O Lord, confound their speech,
for i see violence and strife in the city.
Day and night they prowl about on its walls;
malice and abuse are within it
Destructive forces are at work in the city;
threats and lies never leave its streets.

If an enemy were insulting me, i could endure it;
if a foe were raising himself against me, I could
hide from him. But it is you, a man like myself, my companion,
my close friend, with whom i once enjoyed sweet fellowship as we walked with the throng at the house of GOD.

Let death take my enemies by surprise;
let them go down alive to the grace, for evil finds
lodging among them.

But i call to GOD,
and the Lord saves me.
Evening, morning and noon i cry out in distress
and he hears my voice.
He ransoms me unharmed from the battle waged against me,
even though many oppose me.

GOD, who is enthroned forever, will hear them and afflict them--
men who never change their ways and have no fear of GOD.

My companion attacks his friends;
he violates his covenant.
His speech is smooth as butter,
yet war is in his heart;
his words are more soothing than oil,
yet they are drawn swords.

Cast your cares on the Lord
and he will sustain you'
he will never let the righteous fall.
But you, O GOD, will bring down the wicked into the pit
of corruption; bloodthirsty and deceitful men will not live
out half their days.

But as for me, I trust in you.






-- I love that part. "But as for me, I trust in you."  GOD I want to trust you with everything. With my future job, my future husband, just my whole future. You know whats on my heart and how hurt I was and how confused I am. Please Lord let my enemies have confusion and not me! Clear all the things that aren't supposed to be in my mind. All thoughts that are not of you take them away. I want your pure thoughts, and only that. Show me more and more of your plan for me. Guide me Lord, I'm desperate for you! GOD hear my cry! Answer me! I'm yours and only yours.